I think it’s funny that PluckyMama should post pictures of Silas when he was a baby today because I’ve been feeling rather maternal lately. I went to visit Lana and Kris in the hospital today. They just had baby # 2. If you remember their oldest was four days older than Emily and very much apart of our baby journey 2 years ago. I kept telling myself that I was super stoked that Lana was having a baby and I wasn’t, but tonight I held baby Isaiah in my arms and it took me right back to teeny baby Emily. Isaiah slept in my arms for about an hour. His little face twitching and pouting. He’s a cutie. Looks alot like I remember his brother looking.
When I walked out the door to go visit Lana, Morgan yelled behind me. “Don’t get any ideas while you are there!” I laughed it off, but came home feeling all baby giddy. Totally nerdy. Morgan was like “ew you are getting maternal hormones all over everything.” I was like “come on, I can’t help it its built in ok!”. It didn’t help that Emily was beyond cute tonight and went to bed really well and everything. I figure tomorrow during a tantrum in church I’ll get over it. For the record, NOT pregnant. Not planning on being pregnant any time soon. I’m a Wife and a Mom and a student and a youth leader and and and and and. The last time I was pregnant I was so sick I couldn’t even work. I’m not really thrilled with the idea of puking for another 9 months again. Or I guess 7 1/2 months in Emily’s case.
One thing I am looking forward to for whenever we do decide to have #2, is this blog. I didn’t start blogging until Emily was 9 months old, so I didn’t post prego pics or newborn pics or anything. I think it will be really good for me to get to blog while being pregnant.
Emily at 4 months
Emily at 1 Month. Before she was even supposed to be born.
Random thought. I think I’ve had one comment in the last month and I wonder if anyone actually reads this blog. No worries that I’ll quit writing anytime soon though. I need to get all these thoughts out sometime. I’m just curious who reads this. So if your are being all anonymous, please comment and say hi!
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